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somehow i will learn to move on and get a life...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

A valentine message to my be...


Tnx 4 being a friend, a brother, and a partner. U taught me how 2 love. U made me live again. I was down really down but u lift me up. U gave me hope. U showd me that life is worth living!
We've been through a lot. . Still i dnt know f i do hav a place n ur heart. One thing i know and im really sure of is that my heart only beats 4 u. . Im still in love with u! Hapi hearts' day to u, my one and only be.





Friday, March 19, 2010


Just another place to forget!

A letter to my be. . . (Aug. 2, 2008)


It has been 3 months, lots of things happened. We're still tryin to work out on what we had just started. I really have no idea whats gonna happen in the future. Still dont know our status. Are we still on? I just go with the flow. We argue a lot, even the simpliest thing. We started knowing each other more. Our differences start coming. Seems like i dont know you at all. Trust have been broken. Harsh words have been spoken. No more tears to cry! How i missed my old sweet baby. . . Who accepts me for who i am. ... Kahit di kagwapuhan, kahit di kabanguhan, kahit di kaputian ang kilikili. . Masakit din pala kahit pabiro.
May katigasan ka pa rin ng ulo. You've said it before na ganun ka talaga. Kung ano masabi mo yon na yon! Final! That's why most of the time di na lang ako kumikibo. . One time i said somethin it just turned out wrong. . Which you said that i didnt appreciate the effort of what you did for something, which i think you're right. . But you know i was so damn mad at you that day! Alam mo rin naman kung ano ang pinakamasakit na pweding gawin sa yo ng mahal mo? Ang pagmukhain kang tanga!
But then medyo ok na tayo ngayon. Tryin to forgive and forget. Tryin to save the relationship. Me tryin to understand you more. . Eventhough i felt your presence but the emptiness inside me flows. I just missed you so much. . You still care so much bout me thats what matters to me now. . Whatever your reasons, it doesnt matter anymore. . . Whether the passion is gone and the flares died down, doesnt matter! Just the thought that you are always here beside me, thats what matters most!
Maybe we dont blend together. We are not compatible. We are a total opposite. So many things we argue about! Im not sure where it is goin'. But one thing im sure of, minahal kita ng lubos!


It was morning, the 8th day of May 2008. How could i forget? It was our first kiss. I still remember how it felt. It was magical! The world around us stopped! It was like in the movie. It was so tender. I closed my eyes tryin to feel the sweetness of sensation that very moment. Feels like heaven! That was the sweetest kiss i've ever had. Its because it is with the one i had ever loved!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

A letter to my be. . .


They say true love comes to those who wait, in the unexpected time and place. I never thought love could be this great, truly love moves in mysterious ways.
Since you came into my life, everything changed. . . You brought out the real person inside me locked up for so long who tried to forget the feelings of being inloved after some unlucky relationships and frustrations.

Blessing in desguised, but if not from my accident i wouldnt have known you. . . We couldnt be this close. . . I wouldnt have loved this much.
That's why when you said you like me brave enough, straight to my face, i said to my self, oh god this is it! The time of my life! To feel what i really feel. . To want what i really want. . To love what i really love. . .
On second thought, so many questions keep askin on my mind. . . Doubt? Worries? Fears? And the only questions i keep on askin, why me? Whatever reasons im pretty sure to my self, im takin the risks!
Honestly? Up to now, i really dont know where is it goin. . What i really do know is that i am so happy to be with you, coz you do love me the way i am despites of my uhmm, ''you know!''
So i just hope that you wont change, just love me for who i am. Words could not express how much hapiness i am feelin right now. . You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
With you, im now ready to face another chapter of my life with no fear or hesitations. I can say outloud that i love you so much!