Friday, March 19, 2010

A letter to my be. . . (Aug. 2, 2008)


It has been 3 months, lots of things happened. We're still tryin to work out on what we had just started. I really have no idea whats gonna happen in the future. Still dont know our status. Are we still on? I just go with the flow. We argue a lot, even the simpliest thing. We started knowing each other more. Our differences start coming. Seems like i dont know you at all. Trust have been broken. Harsh words have been spoken. No more tears to cry! How i missed my old sweet baby. . . Who accepts me for who i am. ... Kahit di kagwapuhan, kahit di kabanguhan, kahit di kaputian ang kilikili. . Masakit din pala kahit pabiro.
May katigasan ka pa rin ng ulo. You've said it before na ganun ka talaga. Kung ano masabi mo yon na yon! Final! That's why most of the time di na lang ako kumikibo. . One time i said somethin it just turned out wrong. . Which you said that i didnt appreciate the effort of what you did for something, which i think you're right. . But you know i was so damn mad at you that day! Alam mo rin naman kung ano ang pinakamasakit na pweding gawin sa yo ng mahal mo? Ang pagmukhain kang tanga!
But then medyo ok na tayo ngayon. Tryin to forgive and forget. Tryin to save the relationship. Me tryin to understand you more. . Eventhough i felt your presence but the emptiness inside me flows. I just missed you so much. . You still care so much bout me thats what matters to me now. . Whatever your reasons, it doesnt matter anymore. . . Whether the passion is gone and the flares died down, doesnt matter! Just the thought that you are always here beside me, thats what matters most!
Maybe we dont blend together. We are not compatible. We are a total opposite. So many things we argue about! Im not sure where it is goin'. But one thing im sure of, minahal kita ng lubos!

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